The bigger you are, the harder you fall: I'll never forget you, Neo Theta. You taught me a lesson that I should have learned a long time ago, and I respect you more than I have ever before. I am actually kinda glad that you blocked me, and am happy that you are finally sticking up for yourself and doing what you said you would for the wiki, and I respect you more than I ever have for it. I was wrong to stand in your way, for it is I who is the evil one... or at least was. Now I have changed my ways, and will become a good guy. First order of good guy business... leaving you the fuck alone. Good luck on your journey, Neo Theta, and I hope you get as much victory and respect as you damn well deserve. So long for now, Neo Theta. I have always loved you.
I managed to get ahold of you to say this: I would like to apologize for some of my hypersensitivity on Annoying Orange Wiki. Although, considering your abrupt entrance, deleting of pages, being a jerk to my friends and blocking us, I got the impression that you were being, well, a bully. I am not the type of person who sits there and takes insults, nor am I going to let my friends do the same. Does that makie me a narcissist? Noooooo! Does that mean that I have too much ego and not enough self-awareness? Noooooo! I was following tradition by adding and creating pages the way other people did before me (so if anything it was their way or the highway), this can be proven by the fact that the Orange Through Time character pages were created years before I joined this wiki. Another thing is, I thought that you wrote in your blog earlier that you were “too good for this wiki”. Wow, and you think ‘’I’m’’ a narcissist?! I can’t even find the words for how stupid you sounded just there. If your soooo awesome, why don’t you just back off and let us handle things the way we were before you showed up? Because we were all doing just fine until you came back! And hey, why not join a wiki that’s “high enough for your standards”? Me and my friends had a dream, but then you had to come along and crush that dream! You may have the qualities of an administrator, but you don’t have the qualities of a good person. Now good day!
It isn't fair to hate me when you know me very slightly.
I never intended to insult anyone. When I blocked Debora, it was for a legitimate reason: vandalism. I have always deleted small pages. I apologize for giving the impression that I was being a bully. I never intended to come off as one. The way you behaved in response gave me the impression that you are, in some way or form, self-absorbed. This whole thing appears to just be a misunderstanding.
The blog post you mentioned was from 2012. I totally forgot about it. I have a confession to make: I don't have a high opinion of myself. I'm nothing. I hate my worthless existence. All I do is exist, but as far as the outside world is concerned, I don't even do that. Every now and then, I think I hit some sort of breakthrough to get me somewhere, but every time, I fail. And, it's all my own fault, every time. Every time I leave Annoying Orange Wiki, it's not because I need a break from the insanity. It's because I'm lazy. I don't want to put in too much effort, so I just give up. Every. Single. Time.
Perhaps you are right to hate me. In fact, thank you for hating me. It's good to know I'm thought of. It's better to be hated than to be ignored. To show my appreciation, I'll even unblock you. Heck, I'll make you an admin. And then, I will block myself.